Jessica Alba is opening up about a tattoo that she wishes she never got. The actress, 38, tells Refinery29 “I regret one of them… maybe two.”

She explained that one of the tats she has in mind is a tattoo of a bow in the middle of her lower back. Alba dubs it “kind of a tramp stamp.” The other, she reveals, is a cluster of flowers on her neck. She says: “I got it when I was, like, 17 and I’m so irritated that I got it.”

Alba has tried to take action, but despite getting “it lasered many times … it’s not coming out.”

Still, that hasn’t stopped her from getting more ink. Alba shares three kids, Honor Marie, Haven Garner and Hayes Alba with husband Cash Warren. She recently got three tattoos of their zodiac signs’ constellations across her left arm.

“I really wanted to think about what would be meaningful over time, because when you get something you’re 17 and now you’re 38, you’re like, ‘Hmm, don’t know if that’s too meaningful,” Alba told Refinery29.

“But for that one, the kids are forever,” she added.