Bob Saget’s widow, Kelly Rizzo, and his Full House costars all took to Instagram on Monday (January 9th) to honor the late actor on the one-year anniversary of his death.

Rizzo shared a compilation video that showcased their lives together, writing that her heart was “so heavy,” a year later. “How could I not have talked to or seen my loving husband in a whole year? The surreal-ness never subsides. I’ve accepted the reality long ago but it still seems unreal when I see photos or videos of him so full of life.”

She continued, “But there is one thing I carry with me every single day that makes this survivable. I AM THE LUCKIEST. I am the luckiest that I got to be his wife. I am the luckiest that I got to live with his warmth, and laughter, and brilliance, and love. I am the luckiest that I get to have his girls by my side. I am the luckiest that I got to watch him first hand help people, make them happy, and make the world a better place.”

Saget’s Full House cast members Dave Coulier, Jodie Sweetin, and Candace Cameron Bure also posted to Instagram in memory of him.