Supermodel Jessica White has penned an open letter to ex Nick Cannon. She posted via Instagram, “Tried to reach out to you but here’s my book @nickcannon I know you’re upset about the show but after eight years I can’t stand when things catch you off guard and I feel like you deserve way more respect as a man even though I may be more respectful than you ever gave me With public announcements.”
She continued, “Lol I have loved and I gave eight ride or die years to you With my head high and heart praying you’d see me the way I deserved. I wanted it to work, prayed every day that you’d see me and love me the way that I loved you. Maybe you did but just kept it from me during the relationship. I walked away with more questions than anything, I don’t know till this day really why current things had to happen.”
Jessica added, “the truth is NC and I were both beautifully broken when we were children and didn’t know how to love each other. Instead we hurt each other. Instead we learned how to hurt each other and found peace with who and what we were doing and it wasn’t healthy for anyone involved. We were the perfect storm for each other and no one would back down.”
Jessica also opened up about what her life has been like since leaving Nick, saying, “And for the first time since I fell in love with you years ago I find myself being extremely happy and hopeful and liking a boy who makes me smile like a little girl. It’s new to me And I love that I’m feeling excited again and not scared or blocking my own happiness. thank God!”
She continued, “I’m ending us with a Big Bang and I’m not scared to say the truth nor will I let you take the blame for us needing to end we were toxic together and I was very disrespectful verbally towards you many many times and sometimes I didn’t even care knowing how you hated verbal dysfunction I know. @nickcannon nick we did our best and that’s enough for me”